Different

This morning, I'm almost left behind by my service but I'm still fine after that.
Today, we celebrated the opening of Nutrition Month by a parade of vegetable guys. My depressing day was started here. After the program, (introduction of the vegetables. We also had parlor games) our principal told us that we can have our recess even though we're 20 minutes early. My friends decided to get their 'baon' first. So I decided to get mine too. Then, after they went to our room, they just decided to eat their lunch/food! (Don't get confused, we eat our food for lunch in recess. It consists of rice, viands etc...) They know that eating inside the classroom is forbidden but still they didn't listen, I think they don't really want to listen to me anyway. Then we were found out by our commander (he's our highest officer in ACP), I haven't finished my lunch 'cause they're hurrying theirselves to finish their food. I became quiet after that incident. Then after they're finished eating their lunches, we went down and walk around. I notice my 'other' friend, walking towards our building, by himself. (yes, my 'other' friend is a guy.) I began to think that maybe he had a problem or something...

After recess, it all started...

My 'other' friend and I are quiet in the room. Then they're asking me why I'm sad or "badtrip" (maybe pissed?). I didn't anwer them. Then they ask my 'other' friend why he's pissed or quiet also.. I actually didn't heard what he said but then one of our classmates ask me, why did we left him in recess, I actually remembered it but I'm thinking that he'll join his 'other' friends... But I said to them 'I don't know what happened to him, all I can say is he's not pissed because of that..." But maybe he is...
They actually pissing me off because they're asking the same questions over and over again... To make the story short, my 'other' friend aren't talking to me, to us, to our group...

We aren't talking to each other all day, he's not talking to my friends too.. Maybe we're really are the reason. I wrote a letter to him, saying on behalf of my friend, I'm sorry if that was really the cause of his crying... But still he didn't talk to me... Why? Why must it be this way? When I actually learned that I really have a crush on him, this had happened?!?! WHY?!